Dressing..

Can we say it dressing.. Well actually this thing have been bother me for quite sometime.. 

Notice anything wrong with this picture? Hurmm mebbe utk org lain nothin is wrong with this pic but for me its very wrong to serve in frying pan!! 

Oh my!! 

Rasa mcm kt atas dapur.. Kalo mkn steamboat tu lain kot sbb for sure ada api menyala.. But to serve frying pan or periuk nasi di atas meje mkn for me tak sesuai kot.. 

Sbb x nak serve dlm mangkuk or pinggan lain? Malas nak basuh? Hurmm .. It takes less than 1 minint kot nak basuh..

 Mebbe the way how I been brought up kot .. For my mom mesti serve elok2, cntk2.. If amik lauk kt dapur pun tak boleh letak senduk yang da guna tu atas penutup periuk.. 

Kalo malas nak basuh biar je la dalam sinki tu rather than terbiar atas penutup periuk tuh.. Mebbe lain org lain caranye.. 

But for me No.. No.. No..  

Ok nak ngadu tu je.. 

Happy 1st Bithday Zareef Aizat

 At this time a year ago, i'm in labour room waiting to deliver this little boy .. Still remember how Mr. Hubbs holding tight my hands when the time Doc tell that i need to be c-sec due to the water already broke 6 hours ago and the path that to let him go out still not showing any progress.. Still 4 inches.. Mr. Hubbs the 1 who cried.. Worried for his wife who really scared of those blood and needle thing.. And still remember my 1st kiss to my baby boy.. It have been a year already.. How time flies..

 Dear Zareef Aizat.. 

Mama wish you happy bday.. May you become a good boy as i always tells you, always2 remember mama and papa loves you more than anything. May ALLAH always bless you.. Thank you for coming to our life and always cheer us up with your cheeky smile... Mama and Papa love you Zareef Aizat .. 

                                        

6th November 2012

4 : 24 pm

Prince court

Me sgt suka Prince Court!! Ok kalo preggie lagi nak deliver kt PC boleh x Mr.Hubbs?? Heeeee

Awal bln ari tu melawat anak kwn Me kt PC.. Anak dia demam tak baik2.. Tgh musim kan.. ZA pun baru baik dr selsema.. 1st time g PC.. Jakun gler... Hahhaan...  Balik dr keje trus je off to PC.. Dsbabkan takut jem kononnye pandai la, ckp kt Mr.Hubbs kita ikut MEx la.. Straight je.. Masa tu x dwnload la lg Waze.. Ikut situ je .. Siap muncung lg.. Haaaa... Langsung ke Putrajaya.. Pastu da takut kena marah ngn Mr. hubbs trus ckp " kalo x nak peguli pun tkpe la, sbb ni da dekat ngn umah da kan.." Nasib baik la Mr. Hubbs mood tgh ok.. Heee patah la balik dr putrajaya tu.. Mmg sekejap je da smpi kalo x salah jln.. Smpi je kat parking area je da jakun.. Parking pun mcm parking kt The Gardens.. Environment dia yg best sebenarnye.. Kalau environment mcm kt PC mmg cpt la baik sakitnye.. Bilik kwn Me ni pulak btol2 mengadap KLCC .. Best nye.. Terigt umah lama Me kt Keramat.. Bilik tdo Me pun mengadap KLCC.. Lama jgk la lepak .. Sbb malas nak blk lg sbb masih jem kan kul 8.. Kitaorg grak dari PC pun kul 9pm.. Now Qisya pun da sihat.. Sementara melepak, kita buli ZA dulu tapi suka pulak kena buli.. Haishh da besar da dia... Pic org sakit tkde tp pic budak kena buli ada..

                                               

                                                 

                                                             

                                                 

                                                

Happy bday ke 27 thn..

Bday ke 27.. Wish? Seriously me tkde nak request apa2 pun.. Sebab? Ntah la.. Da tua kot.. Im just felt so deep deep in love and bless with all the people i love.. Thank you Allah for the people around me.. For the love and for the bless i felt today.. On saturday before my bday me, Mr.Hubbs and ZA pegi midvalley je.. Tu temankan Mr.Hubbs shopping brg raya dia.. Bnyk kali tnye if i want anything.. But takde feel pun nak shopping... Shopping pun nak feel.. Hahahhaaa... Over.. Nak beli kasut Vans tp da tkde size pulak.. So end up x beli apa pun.. Dsbbkan malas nak berebut ngn org ramai nak berbuka so end up buka pukul 11pm... Hahaha.. Buka kitaorg buka ngn donut and coffee frm krispy kreme je.. Pastu sambung shopping..on the exact day Mr.Hubbs keje so dok je la kat umah ngn bdk dobok...heeeeee.. But yet im still bersyukur with all the things n love i had now... Thank you Allah..     

  

                     

     Us while waiting Mr.Hubbs shopping at Timberland...urgghh....

Early.. Early.. Early Birthday Present..

Yes,  my birthday is on August but i got an early birthday present from both of my lovely sisters!
Sgt early .. it's in MAY..
sgt early kan??

IPAD 2! woohhooo!
It's one of my wishlist to have APPLE gadget..
and my sisters yg baik hati telah melaksanakan wish along diaorng yg bengong nih..
yeah, mebbe outdated since the latest gadget is IPAD MINI.. Tapi ada aku kesah..
Da cukup bersyukur da org nak hadiahkan..ko ada  ??
hehehee..

To Angah and Ika,
Tq so much...
Along tau along tersgt baran and sgt kadang2 bengong..
Along mintak maaf deep2,
by the way ..
Tq so much ya!
( x leh luahkan bnyk2.. ni pun da bergenang air mata da..)

PRU 13

Tahun 2013 adalah thn pertama Me nak mengundi..

weeee..

Itupun masa pegi Jom Heboh thn lepas kt Bukit Jalil, ada booth kat situ..

Trus g mendaftar..

So nak bgtau uoollss da mendaftar ke..?

Da lambat da pun..

Dari uoolls dok bising2 kt FB, Twitter or segala jenis media,

Baiklah uoollss g mengundi ok!

ooppss!

So pagi td Me da check da kawasan tempat nak mengundi ni..

Ni link nak untuk check kawasan tmpt mengundi..

http://daftarj.spr.gov.my/

SEMAKAN MELALUI LAMAN WEB

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SEMAKAN MELALU SMS

SEMAKAN MELALUI TELEFON

Sila dail 03-8885 6565 ( jam 8.00 pagi hingga 5.00 petang )

excited nak g mengundi nih..

Mirror - Justin Timberlake

[Verse 1]
Aren't you somethin' to admire, cause your shine is somethin' like a mirror
And I can't help but notice, you reflect in this heart of mine
If you ever feel alone and the glare makes me hard to find
Just know that I'm always parallell on the other side

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Verse 2]
Aren't you somethin', an original, cause it doesn't seem merely assembled
And I can't help but stare cause I see truth somewhere in your eyes
I can't ever change without you, you reflect me, I love that about you
And if I could, I would look at us all the time

[Pre-Hook]
Cause with your hand in my hand and a pocket full of soul
I can tell you there's no place we couldn't go
Just put your hand on the glass, I'll be tryin' to pull you through
You just gotta be strong

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Bridge]
Yesterday is history
Tomorrow's a mystery
I can see you lookin' back at me
Keep your eyes on me
Baby, keep your eyes on me

[Hook]
Cause I don't wanna lose you now
I'm lookin' right at the other half of me
The vacancy that sat in my heart
Is a space that now you hold
Show me how to fight for now
And I'll tell you baby, it was easy
Comin' back into you once I figured it out
You were right here all along
It's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me
I couldn't get any bigger
With anyone else beside of me
And now it's clear as this promise
That we're making two reflections into one
Cause it's like you're my mirror
My mirror staring back at me, staring back at me

[Hook 2] x10
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 3]
Baby you're the inspiration for this precious song
And I just wanna see your face light up since you put me on
So now I say goodbye to the old me, it's already gone
And I can't wait wait wait wait wait to get you home
Just to let you know, you are

[Hook 2] x8
You are you are the love of my life

[Verse 4]
Girl you're my reflection, all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do
You're my reflection and all I see is you
My reflection, in everything I do

[Hook 2] x16
You are you are the love of my life

p/s : miss my other half..
Watch music video here

Zareef Aizat 1st time Swimming

Last Sunday x tau nk buat apa..

Mr.Hubbs pun keje on that day..

So Ma ckp nak bwk ZA g swimming la..

Kat Mines ada Splash park..

Well actually ada swimmning pool and air pancut where kids boleh main2 kat situ..

1st reaction ZA?

Suka abis la dia..

Pernah baca kat blog mana ntah, da x ingat da..

If baby swimming, dia akan rasa macam dia kat dalam perut masa before dia lahir..

That's why baby suka swimming..

Tapi x berani nak lepas je ..

yang sgt terkejut is ZA pandai float kan diri dia..

Kalau baring dia boleh floating..

Tapi kalau meniarap tu dia x leh float..

cam x berani nak lepaskan kaki dia tu..

At first malu2..

Last2 suka pulak dia..

Heee....

Next time boleh bwk lagi la dia..

Hati Seorang Perempuan ..

Hati Seorang Perempuan..

Hari ni nak membebel je.. So mood agak ke laut..

Sebab..?

1. Kt office banyak sgt keje smpi x tau nk buat yg mana satu..

2. Badan sakit2 sbb last weekend bawak  ZA g swimming.. 

3. da lama x jumpa Mr.Hubbs ( jumpa tapi kejap2 je..)

4. Mr.hubbs pun moody sbb letih kerja..

5. Nak period kot..

6. bnyak sgt benda nak pikir

dan etc..

tapi tetiba x tau nak membebel apa sbb terlalu bnyak benda yg perlu dipikirkan..

haisshh..

لا يكلف الله نفسا إلا وسعها

Allah tidak memberi kesusahan seseorang hamba melainkan apa yang terdaya olehnya. [Al-Baqarah: 286]

So i said to myself yang Allah S.W.T tak akan memberi kesusahan pada Me yang Me tak boleh handle..

In Shaa ALLAH 

p/s : Nangis sorang2 sambil sorok kepala bwh bantal

Bersalin

Dulu2 kalo dgr citer pasal bersalin mesti kecut2 perut..

Seram sungguh! da la Me ni takut darah..

Ni nak mengeluarkan baby pulak dr perut kita melalu tmpt yg kecil tu..

fuhh..! sgt ngeri k..

Actually at first mmg plan nk bersalin kat Hospital Serdang..

Paling dekat ngn rumah Ma and dekat jgk dekat tmpt keje Mr.Hubbs.

If any emergency so sempat la ke tmpt yg nk dituju..

Tapi..sesuatu telah berlaku kat Hospital Serdang tu and Me dan malas nk ingat so let's skip ok..

So on 5 November tu Me da over due 10 hari da..

Since Hospital Serdang x nk terima Me sbb Me x sakit..

So Ma kol la cousin me yg berkerja kat HBKL apa nak buat sbb first baby kan.. x tau la nk buat apa..

So cousin Me suruh me g trus HBKL utk check kat sana..

Even da overdue 10 ari pun Me x rasa sakit lagi..
Da la nk ke KL time tu pukul 5pm da tentu la jam trok!

Hujan lagi!

Bertambah-tambah la jam nye!

Tapi dlm maghrib mcm tu sampai..

Me g ngn Mr.Hubbs and Ma.

Sampai2 trus Doc check jln kat bwh..

Nurse nk check urine so g la toilet..

terpaksa do from the start balik since x penah buat check up kat HBKL.

bila check kat pantyliner ada darah..

urrmmm...tetiba neves.. da time ker..?

pastu Doc check bwh..
"da 4 cm ni..kena admit ni.."

erkk.!

 trus pucat muka..

So nurse prepare lank anta ke katil..

Mintak 1st class penuh..

2nd class pun penuh..

So redha je la dok 3rd class..

So malam tu Me tdo la kat HBKL tu..

Mr.hubbs tdo dlm keta sbb stdby if anything happen mana sempat dari Cheras nk ke KL weyy!

Silap2 da bersalin blum tentu sampai..

Besar kan perut tu..?

hekhekhek...
Cuti awal ni la jadinye..

Dok umah Ma lak tu..

Mkn, tdo, mkn, tdo je..

amik kau! 80kg!

So mlm tu every 1 hour nurse dtg check heartbeat bby..

Ok je nurse2 kat sana..

seram jgk bila dgr2 org cerita..

cuma some of them je..

Tapi yg lain serius sgt peramah and layan dgn baik..

Pukul 6am nurse kejut suruh msk labour room..

erkk!

"tapi nurse saya x sakit pun.."

boleh x ckp mcm tu..

"awk da bukak 4 cm da kena stdby dlm labour room.."

owh yek..

Terus kol Mr.Hubbs..

Masa terasa nak weewee..tapi Me pikir malas nk biar org menunggu so pikir tkpe g weewee kat labour room..

Da smpi labour room rupanye tkde toilet..

So diaorg tlg kn weewee..

erk.. malu sungguh..

15 min kemudian Mr.Hubbs pun dtg..

Husband boleh temankan dalam labour room..

So bila doc check da 4cm, Doc pecahkan air ketuban..

Rasa panas je..nurse dtg tnye nk epidural?

angkuh x nk..sbb dgr bnyk citer kata x elok la..boleh lumpuhla..

Pastu ada mcm bidan kot..dia bkn nurse sbb baju dia lain..

tapi bidan ni umur dia dlm 30an la..

"akk tgk adik ni jenis x thn sakit ni..baik adik amik"

errkk!

alamak mcm mane ni..bila da kena induce rasa sakit tu dtg..tp leh thn lagi..

tapi ada one time tu sakit tu dtg..

"kak..tlg pggl nurse utk epidural..sy da x thn.."

hahahaha..tula angkuh..

heheee...bila ada epidural tu x sakit pun..bila kita rasa je sakit tu nk menyerang..

kita trus tekan button..so ubat akan mengalir dan kita tak rase sakit pun..

tp da pukul 2pm kot.. doc dtg check jln lagi..

Still 4cm..dsbabkan da dekat 6 jam air ketuban pecah so kena la operate sbb takut bby lemas..
tak tau nape air mata Me trus mengalir..

Mr.Hubbs trus pgang tgn Me smbil usap kepala Me masa Doc terangkan..
Masa Doc prepare nak mskkn OT ..
Mr.Hubbs g solat, minta dpermudahkan sbb Mr.Hubbs tau wife ni yg sgt penakut!

So pukul 2.30pm masuk la OT.. Cam dalam Grey Anatomy pulak rasenye..

So doc cucuk ubat kebas separa means Me sedar la apa yg dia buat..
Masa tu ckp kt diri..boleh kot..

Bila dia da start belah..erkk Me trus gerakkn bdn sbb neves..trus Doc bg ubat tdo..
x sampi 30sec.. Me da tdo..!

Pastu Doc tepuk2 pipi Me..

Tunjuk bby kat me..

" ni bby apa?"

"boy"

dia bagi Me kiss bby..

1st kiss to my bby boy..

tak rasa apa2 pun..kalo cmni bersalin duaploh org pun tkpe! hekhek..

Masa ni after operate.. see belly still besar.. means mama yg momok..erkk!

Right after delivered.. Mama x kuar lagi sbb kena rest 1 hour kat dlm OT baru leh kuar..

Masa ni Zareef kena jaundice.. So kena la dok bwh lampu..

Zareef Aizat Bin Mohd Azhar

Zareef Aizat

Zarref Aizat Bin Mohd Azhar

6th November 2012

4.29pm

erkk.. da msk 4 bln da br nk story..

Suka hati la..

Banyak sgt nk story mory.. tapi dsbabkan pangkat da dnaikkan jadi MAMA..

So bertambah la tanggungjawab..

Da x leh nk blk lmbt sgt sbb nk amik ZA ..

Balik nk masak utk Mr.Hubbs lagi..

Kemas umah lagi..
Basuh kain lagi..
Mengeluh..?

Nope! 

i'm happy and bless with my life now surrounding with all the people dat i love and positive energy.
Thank You ALLAH .

Selamat Hari Wanita

Selamat Hari Wanita untuk semua kaum wanita ..

 Setengah orang kata if dia tak mengandung dia tak complete sebagai seorang wanita.

Tapi bg Me la, lain org lain rezeki nye..

So no matter what, as long as you were born as a girl, u still a woman..

So let's celebrate!

p/s : Mr.Hubbs, boleh tak kita dinner luar arini? #sambilmatakelipkelip 

(bkn ari2 dinner luar yek..?  hekhekhek..)